This is absolutely heart-wrenching. Courtesy of TMZ, the 911 call by Junior Seau‘s girlfriend upon finding his body after he shot himself.

Seau’s girlfriend, Megan Noderer, made the 911 call, allegedly moments after the NFL legend shot himself in the chest Wednesday morning at his Oceanside, CA home. It’s a bit tough to understand her, as she is quite hysterical during the call, hardly able to speak. On the call she claims she had just returned from the gym (around 10AM) when she discovered Junior’s body on his bed with a gunshot wound.

Listen to the call HERE. Please note, this call might be very disturbing to some.